A Sunday Afternoon Prayer

His eyes were closed and tears streamed down his cheeks; his face was intense with concentration.

A Sunday Afternoon Prayer

By Yaakov Brawer

The Mincha, or afternoon prayer, is the shortest of the three daily services. Moreover, the time for this prayer often arrives while we are still immersed in our work. People are tired and busy and it is difficult to divest oneself of the effects of a day at the office in order to generate proper intention and emotional involvement. Thus, little Mincha often receives short shrift. Paradoxically, in spite of these seeming disadvantages, Mincha is a uniquely sublime and transcendent service. In the Chassidic view of things, it is invariably the small, the inconspicuous, the inconvenient action that is of greatest consequence. Although this concept is elucidated in holy books, the Almighty saw fit to teach it to me by devising circumstances in which I would learn it through an experience.

It has long been my privilege to speak at the Shabbaton held every year at the end of December in Crown Heights. I would usually arrive in New York on Thursday or Friday and leave the following Sunday. I used to always schedule my return flight to allow me the opportunity to join the Lubavitcher Rebbe's minyan (prayer quorum) for Mincha on Sunday afternoon.

On one such occasion many years ago, I had arranged to fly back to Montreal at 4:30 P.M. That Sunday morning I began to worry about my return trip. I am a very nervous traveler and I generally insist on being at the airport at least a full hour in advance of my flight. Why had I decided to leave so early? The Rebbe's minyan generally began at 3:15 and usually ended at 3:30. Allowing myself 15 minutes to return to where I was staying, I could leave for LaGuardia no earlier that 3:45. What if traffic was heavy? What if a tire went flat? What if a tree had fallen across the Interboro Parkway, and it being Sunday, the road crews took their sweet time in removing it? I calmed myself with the thought that these possibilities were very unlikely and that if I left at 3:45 sharp I would probably make my flight.

I then embarked on my yearly nerve-wracking ritual of arranging for a ride to LaGuardia Airport. In those days there was only one car service and it was run by Chassidim, a class of people for whom time means nothing. I walked into the store-front office and told them I wanted a car to take me to LaGuardia at 3:45. I emphasized (several times) that 3:45 does not mean 3:50 or even 3:46. I was not interested in approximations. The proprietor, in soothing tones, assured me of a car at precisely 3:45. They were professionals with considerable experience in this business and there was absolutely nothing to worry about.

I started to leave but I remembered something as I got to the door. I turned to the boss and asked him whether he wouldn't care to know the address to which the car should be sent. "Oh yes, of course, sorry." You see the sort of people I was dealing with.

By 3:00 PM I was packed into the little synagogue in which the Rebbe prayed Mincha. Every student attending one of the two local Yeshivas as well as numerous neighborhood residents and out of town guests were competing for space in that small room. My bones ached and I couldn't breath but this did not trouble me. This was normal. What bothered me was the time. 3:15, 3:16, 3:17. At 3:20 the Rebbe came in and Mincha began. I tried to concentrate on my prayer, reminding myself that I was in the same minyan as my holy Rebbe. However, my overwrought brain simply would not mind. It perversely dwelt on my imminent betrayal by the car service.

In the course of my struggles with myself, I became aware of a soft sobbing sound. I had already raced through my prayer and I was able to glance sideways at my neighbor. He was a tall thin bearded man dressed in Chassidic garb. His eyes were closed and tears streamed down his cheeks. His face was intense with concentration. He prayed slowly and with obvious effort.

In spite of myself, I was touched. I could not imagine what sort of terrible trouble lay behind that heartfelt prayer. Perhaps he had a sick child at home or some crushing financial burden. I assumed that he was an out of town visitor seeking the Rebbe's aid and I could not help feeling guilty about my own silly preoccupations with the car service, the airport etc. I mentally wished him the best and hoped that things would turn out well for him.

Mincha completed, I raced back to my host's home and by 3:42 I was awaiting the promised car with fire in my eyes, certain that it would not show. At precisely 3:45, a noisy rusty station wagon spewing blue exhaust rolled up and the driver waved me in. I couldn't believe it. I put my suitcase in the back and then climbed in next to the driver.

My second shock came with the realization that the driver was none other than my heartbroken neighbor at Mincha. As we drove off, the driver hummed a jolly Chassidic melody and seemed quite happy. We began to talk. Cautiously I asked him about his welfare: his health, the health of his family, and the state of his finances. Each question elicited a hearty, (if somewhat perplexed) "Thank G-d". Moreover, his wife was soon due to give birth and he was in a particularly excited and happy mood.

Gradually it began to dawn on me that the remarkable outpouring of the heart that I had witnessed earlier was this man's ordinary, daily Mincha.

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[Reprinted with permission from www. Chabad.org]

Yrachmiel Tilles is co-founder and associate director of Ascent-of-Safed, and editor of Ascent Quarterly and the AscentOfSafed.com and KabbalaOnline.org websites. He has hundreds of published stories to his credit.